When i heard about you and Charlie, i couldn't believe it and i don't even know what happened!! Keep your head up and don't let it bring you down!! God Bless!!
I wish with ALL my heart I could "fix" everything for you...I would do it right now if I could. But we serve a God much, much bigger than anything that has happened in your life. Hang on Vic, good is on the way!!!!
My Moma talks to Billy all the time. I was gonna ask my mom later about it cause i'm sure Billy has said something to moma!! I'm sorry to hear that Vicky!! I'll keep you in my prayers cause i can't even imagine what you have gone through!! Just Remember to keep your head held high and to be strong!! God will answer your prayers, so keep praying!!!
You make me wanna cry :-{ Cheer up and SMILE!! I had someone tell me to ALWAYS SMILE cause you never know who's looking at your beautiful face!! BEST ADVICE I'VE EVER HEARD :-}
I am with Tam...I wish I could make it all better...i guess i think of the song, "Farther along we'll, know all about it" Someday it will all make sense.
Only God knows every tear I have shed...I don't regret one single one...I would rather be hurt than to do the hurting...I know that I can lay my head on my pillow at night with the knowledge that I did my best...Did I make mistakes, sure I did...Were they intentional, no a 1000 times no...Hindsight is always 20/20...Have I changed because of this, yes I have, and thank God it has been for the better...There's not a day that goes by, that I don't say a prayer for Charlie...I pray for Sandra and her family too, they have suffered pain in their life too...Charlie made his decision and it's been hard on my children, my grandchildren and it's a loss that unless you have experienced it, you can't tell someone else about it...My love for Charlie is unconditional and I will love him as long as I live...We had a life that was full of all kinds of experiences, some good, some bad, some happy, some sad...The one thing I can't understand is with 2 children and 8 grandchildren, why he can't even talk to me...It's like he disappeared in such a way that he is missing in the important parts of not just my life, but the life of his own children and grandchildren...That I will never understand...Yes he stays in touch with the girls, yes he spends money on them, but in the ways that matter, he is absent and that I don't get...And the financial nightmare he left behind is still following me...My hope is in the fact that I know God keeps good records and I will trust him with each day I have left to love those I have left...
Again thanks all of you for caring...It's a hurt I wouldn't wish on anyone...Part of me is missing and there isn't anything I can do to fix it...
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But he might just show up and start knocking on your door today...
Ya never know ;)
When i heard about you and Charlie, i couldn't believe it and i don't even know what happened!!
Keep your head up and don't let it bring you down!!
God Bless!!
I wish with ALL my heart I could "fix" everything for you...I would do it right now if I could. But we serve a God much, much bigger than anything that has happened in your life. Hang on Vic, good is on the way!!!!
Thanks every one for your kind words...Erika sent me a card that made me ball my eyeballs out...Keep praying, that is my hope....
Wendy Lynn, he hooked up with someone from his past...Billy Red probably knows all about it...
My Moma talks to Billy all the time. I was gonna ask my mom later about it cause i'm sure Billy has said something to moma!!
I'm sorry to hear that Vicky!!
I'll keep you in my prayers cause i can't even imagine what you have gone through!!
Just Remember to keep your head held high and to be strong!!
God will answer your prayers, so keep praying!!!
Wendy Lynn...just remember there is more than one side to the story...
I know, i always like to hear both sides of the story!
I don't judge people by what i hear on them or the other person either!!
does that mean you liked your ecard? lol!
Yes Erika it was very sweet and just what I needed...
Crying can mean so many different emotions...
You make me wanna cry :-{
Cheer up and SMILE!!
I had someone tell me to ALWAYS SMILE cause you never know who's looking at your beautiful face!!
BEST ADVICE I'VE EVER HEARD :-}
I am with Tam...I wish I could make it all better...i guess i think of the song, "Farther along we'll, know all about it" Someday it will all make sense.
Only God knows every tear I have shed...I don't regret one single one...I would rather be hurt than to do the hurting...I know that I can lay my head on my pillow at night with the knowledge that I did my best...Did I make mistakes, sure I did...Were they intentional, no a 1000 times no...Hindsight is always 20/20...Have I changed because of this, yes I have, and thank God it has been for the better...There's not a day that goes by, that I don't say a prayer for Charlie...I pray for Sandra and her family too, they have suffered pain in their life too...Charlie made his decision and it's been hard on my children, my grandchildren and it's a loss that unless you have experienced it, you can't tell someone else about it...My love for Charlie is unconditional and I will love him as long as I live...We had a life that was full of all kinds of experiences, some good, some bad, some happy, some sad...The one thing I can't understand is with 2 children and 8 grandchildren, why he can't even talk to me...It's like he disappeared in such a way that he is missing in the important parts of not just my life, but the life of his own children and grandchildren...That I will never understand...Yes he stays in touch with the girls, yes he spends money on them, but in the ways that matter, he is absent and that I don't get...And the financial nightmare he left behind
is still following me...My hope is in the fact that I know God keeps good records and I will trust him with each day I have left to love those I have left...
Again thanks all of you for caring...It's a hurt I wouldn't wish on anyone...Part of me is missing and there isn't anything I can do to fix it...
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